what makes you think I don't read at all? bit presumptuous if you ask me even if you're just some girl in high school you'd think some girl in high school that wants to apply for an internship at her company would try her luck at speaking with her directly
Well I mean If you were the CEO and rising star of an extremely important tech company, would you stop to talk to random teenage fangirls on the internet?
that doesn't mean I don't read!! and yeah, actually, I would if I knew what was good for me especially with a tech company when teenagers are a huge chunk of the market. it'd actually be smart on her part to even indulge just a little
I'm just saying there are tons of other ways of being informed without having to read everything do you always react to stuff like this? immediately shutting down the idea
your therapist told you that we were all screwed up in our own special ways? sounds like they're pretty screwed up, too but I don't trust those kind of people anyway
...can't say I disagree with that, at least want my advice? be less of a mess and try to get in touch with this asami chick. the worst that can happen is you don't get an answer and if you don't, then you find a way to make her listen
do it and if it blows up in your face somehow I'll even give you the right to come back to me and say "I told you so" but it won't go that badly. I have a sense about this kind of stuff
I've heard giving yourself a peptalk in the mirror works for some people that's not a serious endorsement from me, but I've heard it here's a question. do you like your designs? are they good?
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even if you're just some girl in high school you'd think some girl in high school that wants to apply for an internship at her company would try her luck at speaking with her directly
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Well I mean
If you were the CEO and rising star of an extremely important tech company, would you stop to talk to random teenage fangirls on the internet?
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and yeah, actually, I would if I knew what was good for me especially with a tech company when teenagers are a huge chunk of the market. it'd actually be smart on her part to even indulge just a little
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That just means her company would talk to like, focus groups of teenagers.
Not random teens on the internet.
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do you always react to stuff like this? immediately shutting down the idea
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Sometimes.
Look I know it's stupid I just kept help it.
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[Oh Eleanor...did you think he wouldn't push his luck?]
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We're all screwed up in our special little ways.
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true, but defeatist
but what can I say, better to think about that now than realize it way later
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I did the whole 'therapy' thing when I was younger because of some stuff.
So I guess I'm just used to seeing things like that.
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sounds like they're pretty screwed up, too
but I don't trust those kind of people anyway
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And I guess I picked up on it so I got pretty good at spotting them in other people too.
Plus. We're all just a mess most of the time.
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want my advice? be less of a mess and try to get in touch with this asami chick. the worst that can happen is you don't get an answer and if you don't, then you find a way to make her listen
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I want to say I have nothing to lose but
I have everything to lose!
Should still probably do it though.
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but it won't go that badly. I have a sense about this kind of stuff
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Heh.
Seriously though.
I'll try to talk to her.
Eventually.
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but cool. take your time but probably not too much time
so like...maybe a few weeks. when's the internship deadline?
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It's not until the summer.
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seriously take my advice. don't stall for too long. it'll be a lot easier than you think
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I've already filled most of it out anyway.
With some designs and such.
It's just a matter of convincing myself to do it.
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that's not a serious endorsement from me, but I've heard it
here's a question. do you like your designs? are they good?
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Yeah.
Well, most of them.
I have a few I don't really
You know those weird memory things?
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And I know how to build them.
They're like...little helicopter drones.
But with technology out of the fifties?
But they work.
Or I think they work.
I haven't built one yet
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How hard would it be to build one, do you think?
[Look at that, he's not even discounting that she could.]
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