[ Sleeping probably isn't necessary, but Adam tries because otherwise the day is too long. Unsurprisingly, though, after watching the trial and being alone with his thoughts, it doesn't work.
Being alone with himself is the worst possible thing at the moment. That's why he accepted Luke's invitation to stay at his home without a second thought. When he's alone, his senses are filled with a gun firing at him and then double the memories attack him—some in Virginia, some in the Columbia Commonwealth—and the utter fear of being killed with that gun. If it's not that, then he thinks about killing Franziska. It's not that he regrets it, but the feeling of beating someone to death is the worst possible thing. He never wanted that.
So he can't be alone or he thinks he might suffocate. He leaves his bedroom to go to Luke's, creeping as if he doesn't want to disturb him but still asks: ] Are you awake?
night 8
Being alone with himself is the worst possible thing at the moment. That's why he accepted Luke's invitation to stay at his home without a second thought. When he's alone, his senses are filled with a gun firing at him and then double the memories attack him—some in Virginia, some in the Columbia Commonwealth—and the utter fear of being killed with that gun. If it's not that, then he thinks about killing Franziska. It's not that he regrets it, but the feeling of beating someone to death is the worst possible thing. He never wanted that.
So he can't be alone or he thinks he might suffocate. He leaves his bedroom to go to Luke's, creeping as if he doesn't want to disturb him but still asks: ] Are you awake?