Guess you'll have to ask and find out, won't you? [He's not letting him off that easily but signs seem to point to "no." He shakes his head even if Adam can't really see him, but he lets that thread of conversation go, too.]

...make me feel even more guilty than I already did. [He didn't want Adam to feel bad for what had happened. That wasn't the point at all.] ...you really think what you and I had was that important? [He doesn't sound like he disagrees. It's more like he has trouble understanding they feel the same way about it.]