[ Adam regrets asking to be shot. But he probably would have also regretted the crossbow. It's just such a terrifying sensation, one he's feared since his father first threatened him with the gun. He doesn't feel great and he feels more out of place at the new home than anything. It's so... big and nice. He's not sure he deserves it.
Even if he did, it's all fake. It's hard to believe he's dead after trying so hard to keep on living but it wasn't worth it. To let a child be killed because of something he did... He would have hated living with that. So he accepts what's happened to him and explores the house before leaving.
It makes sense now, how Luke had contacted him. He hadn't received a response when he checked before the trial but he imagines they're due for a meeting. He's slow and uncertain but he walks around the neighborhood hopefully. ]
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Even if he did, it's all fake. It's hard to believe he's dead after trying so hard to keep on living but it wasn't worth it. To let a child be killed because of something he did... He would have hated living with that. So he accepts what's happened to him and explores the house before leaving.
It makes sense now, how Luke had contacted him. He hadn't received a response when he checked before the trial but he imagines they're due for a meeting. He's slow and uncertain but he walks around the neighborhood hopefully. ]