Watch it. [That is to say...yeah. Yeah, he nosy. He also recognizes that look and he nods almost sagely, like he's old and wise and not just an idiot.]

Shitty realization, huh? That's what some of us have been dealing with on and off. You're the first I've met who has a voodoo sword, but the whole "impacting memories and feeling emotions" thing isn't new. If you were doing something like that and with other people, maybe it means you were a soldier of some kind in your past life? Or whatever. Fighting monsters is...it's weird, but it's not the weirdest thing, I think. Some people might find that normal by now.