[ He looks surprised but then there's concern there. Worried about him? Why? Did they think he was going to become unhinged? ... They might have been a little right but it reminds him too much of his friends thinking that about him. He doesn't want people being worried about him. ]

... The science team? [ Maybe if he thought about it he might be able to put some things together but there are other things on his mind, honestly. ] No, I should have... God, that's why we did all that. So that we could defend each other and I didn't do it right. [ He looks down at the ground. ]

But I... putting a show on with you wasn't so bad. I missed... yeah. Talking to you and feeling like I had someone there. It sucked when you and Lara were gone. There was just nothing anymore. You didn't deserve it.