[Everything about the ship is seemingly awkward now and though he knows she's correct he's still tentative in agreeing to anything.]

You might not know this about me, but the last four years were pretty much kept to myself except for when I was helping lead an army. [And even then his plans were kept to himself.] And anyway...there's really no polite way to say that I'm aware I shouldn't be alive and I don't know what to do about it half the time. [But he's being a good escort and glancing down the hall as they walk to ensure that nobody's going to. You know. Drop from the ceiling or anything.]