[ Adam doesn't think Luke's plan will work, really, but it does sound like the best possible option. If they all could just pretend nothing that's revealed is true, it'd be nice. But he'd still probably get the looks from people, the quick pitying glances when people think he's not looking. He stares hard at his desk, refraining from curling up in an attempt to hide himself from his own thoughts. ] But we'd all know it's true, anyway.
[ His voice is carefully restrained, emotionless, much like the way it was when they talked about Kazuma. He thinks about killing someone. Someone on the vulnerable list—what, one of the teenagers? Dorian? He would never forgive himself for being that selfish and awful. A product of his upbringing.
His shoulders hunch, the first sign of emotion he's allowed himself to show. Because it's Luke, it's not so bad. He'd never tell anyone else about these thoughts, but Luke did the same with him last week. He's the only person Adam can be honest with right now. Quietly: ] I was thinking about it.
[ He turns in his seat to look at Luke in slight confusion. It's mixed with a little bit of fear. ] It's just a description. You got a video? [ If it's what Adam was thinking, his death, that must be horrible. ]
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[ His voice is carefully restrained, emotionless, much like the way it was when they talked about Kazuma. He thinks about killing someone. Someone on the vulnerable list—what, one of the teenagers? Dorian? He would never forgive himself for being that selfish and awful. A product of his upbringing.
His shoulders hunch, the first sign of emotion he's allowed himself to show. Because it's Luke, it's not so bad. He'd never tell anyone else about these thoughts, but Luke did the same with him last week. He's the only person Adam can be honest with right now. Quietly: ] I was thinking about it.
[ He turns in his seat to look at Luke in slight confusion. It's mixed with a little bit of fear. ] It's just a description. You got a video? [ If it's what Adam was thinking, his death, that must be horrible. ]