[ She can't keep making this a pity party on herself. She checks that thinking. This isn't about her. No one cares about her tragic back history. They're dime a dozen and she completely dismisses it. ]

Alright. I - I really don't want to create conflict on the ship. Two of the closest people I have on the ship is a monster or dead.

[ Jack and Hancock respectfully.

Her hand lifts up when he talks about improvising. However, she thinks of Fiona immediately when Luke brings up Rhys. What Rhys had done for her - she wonders if he knew nothing of it too. ]

I'll do whatever is asked of me for anyone's comfort. What happened to Rhys - ... I wasn't close to him but it pains my heart. The entire trial caused so much pain. I'd like to try to focus on helping others during the next few weeks.

[ Until another inevitable death, she thinks. ]

Call it a selfish attempt at redemption.